why I am here?

Hey, finally i am back...I was in oblivion for a certan period of time.....it's been a long time, right? I know, but you know, even i forgot the password fof my google pages and evn of this blog. THankz to orkut, i clicked the orkut link..thank God, these fellows didnt ask me for the password. :)

oops vots thetitle? y am here? to be frank, i am here coz i am off from work (not frm office) today. so i thought of scrabbling somethin here.....

What i was doin for the last one year (i suppose its more than one year). Oh yea i know so many things happened. U know, evn i dared to try to expand my carrer horizons at ernakulam. But as you know, i love chennai, despite of its smelly streets and poeple, horrible sadams et al. and i rejoind chennai last september. i wonder, y did u opt to leave chennai?

so, the question -vot i was doing for the last one year...precisely, nothing..i was wandering to ind something new, exciting..... you may doubt, whether i found the new exciting thing, right? nope, i think, this time also the lady luck was not with me...hence, i stoppd my wandering for a shorter period...( you know true adventurers never stops their journey, so i am). Wel, life taught me one thing (though one year is not life), never search in the outside, search in to the depth of your thoughts, ur conscious...i bet, you are not going to find anything unless you find a bodhi.. (sad, i think bodhi are no more due to the concerte jungles :( )

you know, i delved in to my thoughts and i concluded ....nay its not fair to disclose that at this point of time...

Oh, the title? why the hell, i chose this stupid title? this has nothing to do with the contents. i am here to write this, right? hello answer me, right??